Your grace is so hard to understand, I know that you love me and that you have so much grace towards me... I still remember the times I failed you, the thousands times I told you I was going to quick, that it was than las time, the many nights I cried out for help, knowing that I couldn't help myself. Knowing that was only you Jesus the one that could help me. Even there you loved me.
I still remember the times I confess my sin, the times I felt I was free, but it wasn't until you truly set me free that I was free.
I still remember all the hurt and damage I have done, I might never repair everything that I've done. But even like that you took me back. You took me back when eerybody else despise me, you took me back when I was broken and so low, when I was dirty and full of sin. Right there you took my hand and loved me. Your love goes beyond words, your love Jesus is real. And its mine!
Even when everybody was talking about me, even when people despise me for what I've done, even for all the relationships I've broken, you still love me. You Jesus never leave me nor forsake me. This is why I love you Lord! Because I know you are real. I know your love and mercy goes beyond I could ever expect, you have given life to a person who justly deserves death an punishment. Instead you have reward me with something I was not expecting.
You have given me my life time partner. My wife, she is mine.
Jesus, I ask you to help me to keep myself pure before you so I might be everything that you want me to be for you and for my wife. All I need is you and everything I need is in you. I am making a pact with you Lord. I ask you to give me wisdom, like Salomon and humility like Job, that I might walk straight and in your ways. I will honor you always, I will obey you and give you all the Glory.
I love you Jesus! I love you God and I love you Holy Spirt
